Gone for now, But not for good.

Here we go again,
Another night of being down
So I'll keep all to myself,
And avoid the sun; cancel plans with everyone

This is how it always ends
Our bond will break and fade away
Because you just can't relate to anyone,
to anything at all...

You brought your worst
And I'm right here
Though there has never been
So much fear and so many tears

I've seen it all
and it's never been so clear
That I’m in Love
With someone that really does hate me.

You still know me,
And that I’ve never been cut out for this sort of thing
Never wanted to be caught in the in between
I need something that will get me through

So what, if I’m in love
It's who I am, just broken and forgotten.
I played it off so well
I just hold it in no matter

how I've been
So nobody, nobody can tell
that i’m not ok.
bled for days and i have the scars to tell the tale...

you are gone- not for good but for now
Gone for now feels a lot like gone for good.